Anonymous: then find a reason. and i'm pretty sure if you really killed yourself, your friends WOULD cry, your mom and dad would cry. maybe people don't always show you that they love and care about you, but i'm pretty sure a lot of people do. i do. i care
What’s sad is that in the 17 months since this was first bestowed upon my inbox, nothing’s improved. I haven’t spoken to my Dad since July (so that’s roughly almost 5 months) because he sat there and watch me suffer and struggle and have a panic attack, resulting to throwing up bile, and he stood there and did nothing. I don’t seek the likes of him nor do I wish to believe he gives a flying fuck about me. At the moment, my mother seems the only person that would care, mainly because I live with her. I mean, I don’t actually have any friends if truth be told and this leads me to believe that well.. no one would miss me, except her? So yeah.. idk