13th May 2013.
Just gone midnight and I’ve been on the phone to Nicola for over half an hour. What started with crying and just pain turned into a friendly conversation that we haven’t even had in months. I miss her, not like I haven’t seen her in a few days miss her, just like seeing her often and just spending lots of time with her sort of thing. She’s really helped me tonight, I sat there just reading the dosages on a packet of Paracetamol over and over and she took time out of what would be her sleeping, just to talk me out and calm me down. She deserves more credit than she deserves, I’m sorry for the worrying x